I'm scared. I can't sleep.
Truth is, I took a sleeping pill over two hours ago.
I'm wide awake. Ok, a little groggy, but awake.
I've been running a fever since about the third week of January.
It's now the 21st of June. They can't figure out the source.
I've had every sort of blood test known to man.
Ultrasounds.
MRIs and MRAs.
CT scans.
X-rays.
EKGs.
Tomorrow another ultrasound to check the world's smallest kidney stone.
It's still IN my kidney and has been squatting there for over a year.
And causing some pain issues too.
And an echocardiogram of my heart. Repeat from a year ago.
I leave tomorrow for "home", where there are bigger hospitals.
A second opinion a few days from now.
A second opinion of what exactly, I'm not certain.
All I know is this:
I'm scared sleepless.
((((hugs)))) I'm thinking of you and I hope and pray they can get to the bottom of all of this soon.
ReplyDeleteAlso, love the dancing in the rain concept - you are so right about that. I need to remember that quote more often myself.
it took a VERY long time for to get there. you know all i've been through. i didn't find that quote until years later, and when i did, it was like an epiphany for me. :) let's go splash in some puddles!!!
ReplyDeleteSorry I missed the party in the night...
ReplyDeleteI can't believe you have had so many tests.
Your blog looks great, and I hope you get to write some stories of solution and healing here. (((hugs)))
Take care... Hope they find out what is happening.
ReplyDeletethank you, ladies. i'm hoping that stories of healing end up here too! and in the meantime...fun ones. :)
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